I'd like to say that things are getting better. They're not. If anything school is getting worse. I find myself missing more and more of the classes. None of my teachers inspire in me any desire to actually learn. In fact they actually drain away any motivation I manage to build for learning.
On top of that is the lack of opportunities for me to extend my stay. And time is fast disappearing. I find myself more and more thinking that this is not going to happen the way I thought or planned. I am inclined to start thinking about "what if things don't work?" There is still time of course, so anything could happen.
We'll see...
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